Gulfed In Wonders

When I thought I found no wonders
Except those in dreams and fairytale
The I realized my own foolishness
To forgot to gaze at my own sky

Blue sky, filled with clouds
Smile under the sun's radiant glow
A dream I've never thought will come
Lies right above my head

So I looked up to the sky above
Staring to the heaven's floor of blue
So I can open a new page
And let go of those memories
Cause they'll forever remain
In the same sky I'll see

Never realized
I was gulfed in wonders


(An old poem I wrote at junior high at class. Luckily, I saved all of my book-of-randomities. Searching for other good stuffs in here. Expect a triple post tonight)

Ocean Blue

I still believe in flying
The sky keeps calling me
Still dream of gliding
Through hundreds of clouds

A million stars are calling
Hope that I can flap my wings
And hold my dreams
To touch the clear blue sky
Cause I still wish for

Soaring so high, reach the moon, touch the sky
Dream about a world with no more fear, no more fight
Keep holding on, trying and soaring high
Hoping the fears and the tears could go by
Cause I can hear the sky
Still want me to fly

Yes I'll keep on dreaming
That I could stop hiding

To drift with the breeze
And glide to the sky
Cross the ocean
Cause this song I sing
Is more than a dream of

Soaring so high, reach the moon, touch the sky
Dream about a world with no more fear, no more fight
Keep holding on, trying and soaring high
Hoping the fears and the tears could go by
Cause I can hear the sky
Still want me to fly

And hold up my arm
Shining to the shimmering light
To choose where to go
And anywhere you still belong
Cause we're

Soaring so high, reach the moon, touch the sky
Dream about a world with no more fear, no more fight
Keep holding on, trying and soaring high
Hoping the fears and the tears could go by
Cause I can hear the sky
Is calling my name and
I still hear the sky
Still want me to fly

Letter from the 372nd day

Such a beautiful mystery
To saw 371 days of memories
Seems to passed so quickly

Still I remember the way we passed everyday
Weeks and weeks of laughter and sometimes tears
Months and months of tests and remedies
When time has bond us as a family

Yeah we got a lot of fight
And countless troubles too
But when I remember all the memories
I thought "ah, it's because we're a family"

So much things we've shared
From a small coke tragedy
To a tricky birthday party
From making our short movie
To a gum called 'not-me'

Yeah we got a lot of quarry
And even heartbreaks too
But still I love you as a family
You're my best friends you'll always be

And I'll always remember
When we bought a small bed to our class
Or the economy test that we've never passed
When we panicked by the chemistry task
And sing 'Doraemon' in the bus
Played a horror movie in class
Blamed for making such a mess
And every moment we spend in this class

17 Smiles

1: A class of beauty full of joy and happiness. A class we'll never forget even through all the years that passed
2: Two years we'll pass together. Full of remedy, laughter and all the beauty you can't ever imagine even for another 2000 years
3: Three of us may have left. But they're forever our friend, another part of this family we love together
4: Four studies we have to pass. Even thou they're a pain for us, it only makes us stronger as a class
5: Five days a week we're together... Thou the weekend seems so long, without all of you by my side
6: Six semester for us. Six times our heart beat so fast, hoping no one will get degraded
7: The score we need to reach. A bit high of course. The simplest goal that we fight for together
8: Eight month of this years. When a few of us claim their right to had the pride for being a student's council. Good luck for all of you =)
9: Nine tables and nine pair of chairs. The class we'll always remember as our second home deep in our heart
10: Tenth years of the 21st century. The day we all first met. You were just a stranger back than
11: Eleventh years of the 21st century. We soon realize how this bond changes us from stranger into a family
12: Twelfth years of the 21st century. Perhaps the last for us to be in that room together. The beginning of our friendship as an adult
13: Thirteen o'clock t Friday. When we have to say goodbye for two days. A bit disappointing I must say. But we'll meet again in Monday
14: Fourteen subject before the second semester. Far too much for us to handle but we went through them just fine
15: Fifteenth of March. The day I was born soon became the day when I be together with Fuyu. A very beautiful number in my eyes.
16: My age when I wrote this. Perhaps the best year in my life for me to be with you as friends, as a family
17: Seventeen smiles that always cheer us up when we're down whenever we think about those smiles.

Seventeen laughter that we always remember
Seventeen tears when we lose three of us
Seventeen bright future that awaits
Seventeen part of our family

Thank you Aksel-Nawastra :)

Skipping Stones

One thing I always remember about my junior high school is when I skipped a sport activity called Labspart along with five close friends of mine. Rather than watching other play, we choose to play along and make another memories. Sometimes we hide on the second floor just in front of the library. A few of us went INTO the library to play computers, but I usually prefer to stay outside playing Twister with a few of us and a few girls (also friends of mine). On a worse case we skipped that event and run out to the nearest computer rent to play DotA together. I feel a bit guilty, but the fun worth it. We play until noon and we return to school to pray.

The best part is when we went to the music room cause the music teacher let us hide from that boring event. We play a bit while watching the school choir or the school guitar team. And when he's done teaching we play so brutally in that small room. The room has a huge red carpet covering it's entire floor. And it has a few broken instrument on the corner. Sometimes our teacher left the keyboard on that room so we can play the instrument. Sometimes. We play hide and seek together and because the room is small, we usually disguised or hide our face to get our name unnoticed.

Yes it's all over now. We elevated to the ninth grade and graduate to high school. And we're separated. But I know they won't forget that moment. But it's not a sad thing. I found a lot of fun people in my current class. An accelerated class. Although we often panic cause we could get degraded any semester but I really love this class. Well, in the end, I hope I found my 2 years in X-Aksel as beautiful as those days. Ciao!

Welcome!

To remember how time walks so fast sometimes make me feel helpless. But hey, 15 years of living was this great! Will I found another excitement tomorrow? A foolish me once try to stop making these beautiful memories just to make sure I won't miss these days. A childish thing I know: to don't go out to make sure you never get dirty, or to never play just to make sure you never get tired.

Well even it's just a stupidity of a little boy, I still miss those days. The same way I'd miss this day with X-Aksel and the rest of the gang. But of course the best part of life is changes. The way we cry for missing our past, the way we mad for letting them go and the way we smile for knowing there's always people to hold hand with is the few beauty of life. And I wish to preserve and protect these memories with all my might, so it won't be forgotten for me in this present. Cause all I have is the present with no way to turn back to the past and no way to fly over to the future.

So welcome and well stay here in 'Golden Memories' to read a few changes in my life.